KENISM 권리

没有什么特别的事，只是当看到你在线。

心一楸，很痛。

为什么说过的话可以变得那么快？

我到现在还在想为什么，脱离不了这个圈圈。

OWhyea , final exam was OVER finally ! But i can't feels any happiness. Since i know my Accounting is 100 % fail :/

3 weeks holidays , i have no idea what should i do ! >< Someone mentioned ' Blog ' . And i only realised i have looooooong time didn't updated here. For others , they use blog to share their mood , and i just treat it as diary book , just wrote for myself :)

OKAYYYY , this few days i was hanging out non-stop with my buddy jenfeng !!! It's pretty nice ! Having fun and joy with them ! But spent many money also  ><

 I'm sorry ar bro , didnt do anythings for u when ur b'day

Am Heading to KL and Penang at 3rd 4th and 5th ~ For photoshooting! Very first someone pay me and be their model !

Well , September , 8th is her big day , and i think i won't do anythings for her.  Just a earlier wish for her , i won't even send u a text  coz i deleted ur num . I have no idea how was your world now going to be . But i just know that i know NOTHING bout DOTA SNOOKER and even BEER . It will not in my life . She is became more pretty and yeaa, i won't forget u in my whole life , at least till now u're still an angel for me :) Others hand , i'll be serious and loveful to my next girlfren , i swear .

At LAST ! i'm very glad that be my mom's son . She so love me and willing to do anything for me . THANKYOU MUMMY

I have no idea what should i do .

I have no target and no mood willing  to do anythings .

Final exam is just around the corner , and I can't concentrate at all .

Accounting , i know nothing about u .

What i want actully .

I think i need some time to think bout it . 

Jay Park Feat. Cha Cha Malone – Speechless Lyrics

I know it’s hard to imagine this
to end up without the kiss
from the one that you have loved for so long

I know it’s hard to imagine this
can’t live up to havin’ kids
knowing that the thought is long gone

I’ve come to the conclusion
that we are both losin’
what we’ve come so far to build

And there is no confusion
no gimmick, no illusion
to how sad it makes me feel

I’m speechless
Can’t believe it’s over now
Why did we take this route
happily never after

I’m speechless
Feelin’ far from sober now
I’m gonna be hung over now
’cause nothin’ else matters

Should I drink my tears away
There’s nothin’ left to say
But let’s just hope for a better tomorrow

No plan to make a stay
No not another day
Inaudible drownin’ in sorrow

I’m speechlessI’m speechless

I’m speechlessI’m speechless

I can’t believe I’m still standing
I can’t believe cloud nine’s landing
Lost grip of love when I thought we had this
Friends or not, we’re damaged

We learn to walk and to talk and laugh and cry
Why is it so hard to learn to say goodbye?

I could’ve sworn I was stronger
I wish I could’ve had longer

It’s time to wake up from dream
and make up for the things
I set aside when we were together
but everyone and everything
can’t expect a sudden change in the weather

Please help me

Nobody can hear me baby
I cannot breathe
I know God may just take me but
I cannot leave

I’m in this way too deep
to swim myself ashore
I need your help

I’m speechless...

I hope that EMO can leave me away , everything is going wrong .

NOBODY CAN HEAR ME BABY , I CANNOT BREATHE .

I'm very bek cekk  . . .

Don't call me like nothings happened , remember how you dump me and gone with him ? Sorry , i won't like last time anymore . I'm  strong enough now . 

Somethings happened between friends . It's sad to hear that who dislike who and who X-syok who .

Perhaps , from your atitude i get it , everything happened for a reason. I have no idea why i so care bout you . We just nothings what == Stop ? Just do it depends on fate ... Urgh ... 

'Zhao gao'... TWO words that i use to mention my life now . Trying to be happy . I laugh every single day . 'I'm gonna be okay , gonna be okay , I'll be okay' 

Obsses with thier style , I like Nickhun ! 2pm !

It's was farking unlucky day .

This morning i dunnoe what i done

I woke late , wore spec to class , NVM...

But then i was lock my door and i check my pocket , GOSH , I didnt take my keyyyyyyyyy

Besides , there are no water supply in campus for today , I didn't drink water for 3 hours !!! Luckily today's test is okayy .

Hmp ... Maybe i just NOTHING for u? Am i miss you? DEFINITELY .

  Continue my 49 days .......................

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAHHAAHAHA! i laugh NON-STOP in this day!

Alots of JOKE made by Ar nick and yap! 

You know what? i lock and pick up the key from Jack's motor and i ran away  with sohai nick ! haha! 

It's funny when i see jack push his motor XD haha!

Nick's blow water skill farking PRO :D

Besides, miss E pass me a drama that day and it's really so NICE!!! 49days  

He's cool in da drama!!!! 

And i did cut my hair , it's short for me :/ nea , I'm alright! Totally okay! No point that i stay since that u dump me and going with here.

I can live better ! and my life is fullfill with joy and happiness!

Didn't update for few days . It's the time to blogging !

Well, i really didn't sleep for these few days , insomnia ! 

But someone teach me ' Count the sheep ' !LOL!

She mada my day !

Ta shi feifei :) Her owner is cute enough ! Feels like wanna know her more . AHA!

Eveythings is just like normal till the max , just sometime i'll think bout u , my tears was falling down . alright , night!

本以为今天会睡得很迟，但你的一封信息，我醒了。

‘我选择回他’

问了也不会有答案，只好无奈的接受了。

真的崩溃了。

难道这种感觉，就是你说的，带你去了天堂，然后狠狠踢下地狱吗？

为什么变得那么快？为什么那么突然？为什么？

你说过的，在我脑海里打转，不停的。

‘我是爱你的，并不是习惯。’

‘你衰，为什么那么关心我？’

‘别人问我你是谁，我会说你是我男朋友，

也许我不会说是男朋友，

我会说，是我爱的人，是我重要的人’

'我们稳定了，所以一天谈多或少都不重要’

'让你多爱我一些'

'Bi~谢谢你那么迁就我，我真的知道你爱我的，我不在你身边，没有的跟你撒娇，给你拥抱和鼓励，这一切都要你想象，对不起，我回来会给你的，你要等我哦Bi, ilove u more than  me'

你的每一封信息我都有留着，看着这些信息，我真的不知要怎样了。

也许真的是这样吧，你们的回忆，已经比跟我的比我多了,你习惯了跟他在一起了。

我没有怪你，因为问题也许是在我没能做的很好。虽然心会痛，不过除了让你走，我还能怎么样？

不是我不积极争取，不过我真的很累了。

今天真的，倒霉的一天。。。

今天电话没有响过，没有你的信息，没有你的电话，

我也没有打给你，信息你.

不过也许只有这样，你才能真的了解你要的是什么。

This's what i made for u .

  在你一生中，没有人有义务要对你好，除了我和你妈妈。对你好的人，你一定要珍惜、感恩。